Notes to Joan

What is the hardest thing right now in my life, dealing with losing Brian? You may guess it was when we had family pictures taken as a fam...

It is so mind blowing to me to think today is two months since Brian died.  It still feels unreal.  At night in bed, I look over at the canv...

I am sitting in bed after just getting home from an amazing adventure with Harper. The adventure was great for so many reasons. 1.  Ollie!...

I love being a mom. It is something I have looked forward to for a very long time. But being a mom is tough!  I have insane Mom guilt. Like ...

Today I had my second appointment with my grief counselor. Other than my crappy mood for last week I didn't know what we would talk abou...

After being a complete emotional mess last week, I had a busy, friend-filled weekend with only one breakdown. Those involved saw it coming f...

So before you read you need to know, I need you to do nothing differently than what you have already been doing.  This blog is meant to be m...