Notes to Joan

  What! How? It’s insane to think so much time and life has passed without Brian physically in it. Grief looks different as the years go on....

 As you can tell, there has considerably more time between blogs. Personal life has been full of happiness and puppy training. In June Josh,...

I realized I haven’t written since January and it made me reflect on the reason. A lot of times I write to help process my emotions. And eve...

It is insane to me to think that it has been four whole years since we all were around Brian as he left this world. It is insane to me that ...

 It doesn't matter how much you anticipate it's arrival. It doesn't matter that it is expected. It doesn't matter that you...

 So if you know Brian, you know how important music is to him. Like you couldn't ever just ride in the car and listen, he would have to ...

 Today is Brian's 45th birthday. With the insanity of working nonstop from the second I set foot on campus to the second I leave, then g...