Notes to Joan

So every time I use the word my husband with people who don't know me or my story, I feel like I need to follow it with but he died. It...

After an amazingly happy weekend filled with lots of laughs, late nights, sun, relaxation and a sailboat my heart was exploding with thankfu...

So here I sit, on the couch with my little love watching some god awful children’s show on Netflix and I’m overwhelmed by the huge void...

So it is kind of like when you know exactly how old your baby is down to the month and sometimes even the day, then after a year your baby i...

So several cool things happened today. It was too much to explain in just a Facebook post so I thought I would put it here. I still think ...

Making it to the year mark doesn't feel like a milestone, it feels like a loss. The loss of something great. The loss of what was suppos...

So today has been rough. I’ve been having physical anxiety with no real explanation. Luckily I had counseling today! Wahoo. I was describing...