Notes to Joan

So here I sit, on the couch with my little love watching some god awful children’s show on Netflix and I’m overwhelmed by the huge void...

So it is kind of like when you know exactly how old your baby is down to the month and sometimes even the day, then after a year your baby i...

So several cool things happened today. It was too much to explain in just a Facebook post so I thought I would put it here. I still think ...

Making it to the year mark doesn't feel like a milestone, it feels like a loss. The loss of something great. The loss of what was suppos...

So today has been rough. I’ve been having physical anxiety with no real explanation. Luckily I had counseling today! Wahoo. I was describing...

Looking back at my one line a day journal from a year ago is ridiculously tough. It was the beginning of the end. I can see my fear and pa...

I've had so many random thoughts lately so this blog will in no way be cohesive or profound.  But here's my heart/brain for you: 1...