Notes to Joan

During the entire cancer experience I was never overwhelmed with the feeling of why me. Neither was Brian which was remarkable. I know it wo...

I have been thinking about this a lot lately when thinking about how to describe my grief. It feels like someone has a constant hand holding...

So I have been feeling really weird lately. Although I am busy and surrounded by people that care about me, I feel very disconnected from ev...

As I was riding in the car with my besties yesterday on the way to the incredible Hiss Golden Messenger and Mumford & Sons show, a song ...

 As I walked down stairs this morning there was a half dead cockroach on his back in the kitchen. As in the middle of thinking...ugh! Why do...

{I feel like I need to say it again...this blog is not to get pity or attention. I just need to get these feelings out and this is how I do ...

Grief is real and grief is tough. Grief is real tough and for some reason month 7 has been the toughest yet. There's no way to pinpoint ...